The Sucky Farewell

I shed a few tears as i sat on my bed thinking about what just happened! i had closed another chapter of my life! A short one might i add..

It was nice being around them! getting to know them..and just acting! an amazing experience!

It's scary..to meet new people..get to know them..and just as i've gotten comfy around them, it's time to say goodbye and move on! Why oh why!

i'll miss Josef the most! he's amazing..even though we've had our bad moments, he's a nice fella to be around!

And Jackie! even though i didn't spend much time with her, i felt like there's more to her! There's a story behind that sad face! if only i had found out what it is..will we ever meet again ? Only God knows.

My last night on stage..and it felt amazing..i hope they rebuild the theatre again! i'm looking forward to going back there and being a part of another production!

I'm scared of being scared! of getting my heart broken....I thought the only thing i was scared of was the dark ?and creepy insects! lol..These emotions and anxieties have come back to haunt me once again! Oh the mess..

I'm happy..i'm sad..i'm a deep blue sea of mixed emotions.




This too shall pass..